3; I♥BABY

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When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.

Saturday, September 1, 2007 ♥3:18 PM

sighs, i don'tknow whad happend t my parents.
they seemd troubled by somthing.
baba; don'tdrink wine dees. now startd t drink it.
and now causing my mama t drink also.
and now, right ad this mo, my mama had gone missing.
call her she won'tpick up.
msg her, no reply.
baba was worried; damm worried.
fiak.
as th eldest, i don'tknow whad t do t help my baba.
i want t ask thm whad happen, but scared tht, it will be in a difficult situation for thm t sae.
ARGH, whad happened.
yst baba came back from work, tell mama: i got one thing t tell you.
dten walk into th masterroom, locked th door and.. i don'tknow whad thy talking abt.
I RLLY WANT TO KNOW WHAD HAPPEN !!!
i felt like i'm useless; unable t help thm in anything.
my sis and bro, like don'tgive a damm abt mama gone missing.
sis smsing ad this mo t her friends, whad for man ?!
was kinda fedup with her atd. mama went missing and thr she is, smsing friends instead of her mama. wtf!
rlly scared mama will do wrong things etc dees.
these whole wk thy have been feeling weird.

SIGHS, baba now going out t find her, but whr to?
when bro ask mama whr she's going b4 she go out, she said she's going to lot. mayb tht's th only clue.
comeon, pick up th phone calls, reply those msg !
we're a family afterall.
anything can say out, why need go missing, and let th rest of your family members worried abt you?

it's my prelim week and i don'twant this t affect my studies.sighs !
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